August 2011
1 post
The look in your eyes lied to me
I’m not sure why it took me so long to get to this point but its time to say what I’ve figured out. Your wife and children are your top priority, as they should be. After that comes work, then who knows what, then somewhere at the bottom is me. I am not worth 2 min a week of your time to respond or to even acknowledge the possible plans we had. That last night, you looked at me, you...
June 2011
3 posts
What a day
Wishing there was a way to tell the entire world to fuck off. The list is so long at this point that a list of exemptions would be easier.
When someone gives you a gift, it is only polite to acknowledge it. Even a simple ‘fuck you’ is better than nothing.
“Some people are just stupid. They have the best thing in front of them but they...”
– (via ktanne19)
April 2011
2 posts
Again...
I finally accept that we’re over. I decide its time to move on, you aren’t coming back. Then you do and we start all over again. You give me hope, you make me believe we can have it back, be what we once were.
The goodbye I wish I could send
There are days I want to hate you, days when I actually think I do.
There are days when I only want an explanation. Am I to blame? Did I do something to make you go? Did I do something to make you think it is ok to treat me this way? Are you really so different than I thought you were?
I believed you were genuine, that you were telling me the truth. I also chose to gloss over some...
December 2010
1 post
Christmas Eve 2010
The holiday season is here, we are supposed to be joyful. The days and days of silence only cause my heart to ache more. How long until I am no longer capable of anything except bitterness. How long until I drive everyone else from my life. Choosing the loneliness you thrust on me. When you aren’t here, I want no one. When you are near, I want everyone.
Let this Christmas bring me a...