24 12 / 2010
Christmas Eve 2010
The holiday season is here, we are supposed to be joyful. The days and days of silence only cause my heart to ache more. How long until I am no longer capable of anything except bitterness. How long until I drive everyone else from my life. Choosing the loneliness you thrust on me. When you aren’t here, I want no one. When you are near, I want everyone.
Let this Christmas bring me a kiss and a kind word. A sign that you miss me too. Do I haunt your thoughts and your dreams the way you do mine?
